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my new journal is broken_lense EVERYONE ADD MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[21 Jan 2004|06:03pm] |
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so i tried to join this community fuckinnerbeauty last night and you have to fill out like this application thing and i made a joke out of it. apparently these people (whoever they are) are serious about their shit hahaha so far i have gotten 8 no's and 0 yes's...i think because whenever one of the people commented with something smart i would reply with harsh comments haha oh well. i don't know why i wrote all that, but none the less i did.
not a whole lot else happened today i mean i went to school and day dreamed all day, but i don't have school friday which is definately good shit!!!
oh p.s. late night conersations are the shit, if you're not down with them i'm not down with you.
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[21 Jan 2004|12:35am] |
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i get too much enjoyment out of openly disliking people, i really do...
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: hey
avius amor: hey
avius amor: whats up
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: nothin much really jus got outta the shower
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: got class 2morrow :-(
avius amor: so do i
avius amor: whats your point
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: nothing
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: :-[
avius amor: then why did you say it
avius amor: ?
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: idk, lol what did u do 2nite?
avius amor: thought about what i would do if you died
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: oOo thanks,
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: ummm
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: ?
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: lol
avius amor: hey bitch
avius amor: wanna say something
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: huh
avius amor: i don't know
avius amor: do you know bruce hanson
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: yes
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: we went out in 8th grade
avius amor: really
avius amor: wasn't he a really big thug
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: not really big but he was thuggish yer
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: yea*
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: that was awhile ago tho we broke up in 10th grade
avius amor: word
avius amor: didn't you use to be on the thug side?
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: um i was like awhile ago like throughout 6th n 7th grade then 8th i was turnin prep and by 9th i was preppy then i got sorta punky for a while then sorta jus went my own style lol so i guess so
avius amor: hmm
avius amor: i see
avius amor: you went through a huge transformation
avius amor: have you ever been surfing before?
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: ive been once
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: and ive only been snowboarding twice
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: lol almost broke my leg
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: haha
avius amor: were these like life changing expiriences
avius amor: cause you rock a lot of roxy and shit for being surfing once
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: ugh i really liked surfing it was sorta hard tho i mean i kno alot of friends that i bet last year down senior week that live down there in ocean city and ocean pines and they all surf they say everyday during the summer they go out early as shit and hit the waves which i fukin awesome so i went with them one time i went down there and it was hard as fuk but it was sooo hot
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: i like it alot tho
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: i think this summer im gunna take lessions
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: im all into roxy and hurley
avius amor: i see
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: and billabong
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: those r my fav
avius amor: so you decided to get your image straight before you actually started doing the sport
avius amor: thats cool
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: i guess
avius amor: how long have you liked the early november and all that emo music
avius amor: i thought you were into rap and shit
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: um damn its been awhile cuz i like everything really then i started to get punkier n i went to see matchbook romance and yellow card and all them with matt n josh and everyone and i liked them lots and then i just started to listen to them like a few months ago but i love them
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: and ive always like punky musi
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: music*
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: n emo shit
avius amor: yeah
avius amor: do you like any older bands then them
avius amor: like what early punk and emo shit did you first listen to
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: lol damn dude haha
SeXiRoXyGrL4u: imstoned as shit u keep askin q's lol
avius amor: yeah
avius amor: you sound like a huge fucking poser
avius amor: to be honest
avius amor: oh and you spelled fiend wrong dumbass
Auto response from SeXiRoXyGrL4u: He's the drug...
.....and im the fien
my nights complete *sigh* hahaha
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[17 Jan 2004|12:02am] |
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fuck. it all.
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[16 Jan 2004|02:59pm] |
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well school sucked as usual, but hey, it's friday!! i can finally leave my house again and do all the fun stuff i missed out on this week. anyway today i thought a whole lot in school and i realized what my problem is: i know what i want and i know what i think would make me happy, but i always hold myself back because i don't want to leave myself out there and get hurt. i don't let myself get attatched to a single one person because i don't know what i would do if things didn't work out. i would have no where to go, i would be stranded alone. now that i have figured out what i think my problem is i think i can start to work to fix it. i'm never going to be happy if i don't give myself the chance to be. so i think i need to stop holding back or maybe just not hold back as much and see what the fuck happens. who knows? maybe things could actually turn out good for once.
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| my mouth and penis |
[13 Jan 2004|03:05pm] |
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wow! what a bad day. nothing good has happened as of yet. i think the absolute low point was in spanish class. i was sitting in the back of the class not paying attention at all infact i was sketching a tag at that exact moment and mrs. gonzales was teaching to the class. anyway out of no where i was compelled to yell out the most outrageous thing i could come up with and so i stood up and said loud enough to talk over the teacher "mrs. gonzales help i have an emergency, it seems my penis has undergone rigamortis." i stood there as everyone was laughing with a completely serious stare on my face and then she sent me to the office. well bottom line is my ass got a week of detention. when i was sitting there it just so happened my math teacher walked by, which sucked because he's not to fond of me and was like "poor tim are you getting yourself into trouble?" in a smartass way so i replied "no, nothing like that it's just i haven't been getting a good dose of them lately so i thought it would be a good idea to catch up on them" then under my breathe as he walked away i muttered asshole just loud enough for him to hear it but not loud enough for anyone else to. score one for tim!
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| me being a dumb fuck |
[12 Jan 2004|10:42pm] |
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last night was so gangsta...and stupid. the night started when me julia and casey went to arundel mills to see big fish. the movie was ok and all that good stuff. then i came home and it was like 12 and i had me a gram so i was like why not roll me a blunt? well i did and then i proceeded to smoke it in my room because i didn't feel like getting up. well i go to sleep shortly after the blunt is done and leave the room to air out until the morning. well it was 1 and my brother got off work at 10 so my mom came down looking for him and sure enough. she smelt my room airing out. she was upset because itr was a sunday night and i was smoking alone plus my grades suck this quarter because i stopped taking aderal. but anyway i couldn't go out tonight, but i wanted to which was a bummer and i've decided to take aderal again. i think there is a lesson somewhere in that about smoking... oh yeah i know what it is. don't smoke a blunt in your room with yo mamma upstairs.
today also sucked becasue i did 4 hours of school work...i had to do 11 math assignments and 4 pages of history notes on 4 sections from the book and a finance essay. OOOOOOOhhhhhhhhhhh it sucked and it made me sad.
-sad-
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[11 Jan 2004|11:10am] |
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i had a really long entry written about my weekend complete with all these details but really all i need to say is i'm wasting my time and not much changes.
BoCraw540: girls are stupid bitches
BoCraw540: girls are stupid bitches
BoCraw540: girls are stupid bitches
BoCraw540: girls are stupid bitches
BoCraw540: girls are stupid bitches
BoCraw540: girls are stupid bitches
BoCraw540: girls are stupid bitches
...yeah
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[07 Jan 2004|09:19pm] |
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Aries: March 21 - April 20
Aries is the first Sign of the Zodiac, and that's pretty much how those born under this Sign see themselves: first. Arians are the leaders of the pack, first in line to get things going. Whether or not everything gets done is another question altogether, for Arians far prefer to initiate than to complete. Do you have a project needing a kick-start? Call an Aries, by all means. The leadership displayed by Arians is most impressive, so don't be surprised if they can rally the troops against seemingly insurmountable odds -- they have that kind of personal magnetism. Arians don't shy away from new ground, either. Those born under this Sign are often called the pioneers of the Zodiac, and it's their fearless trek into the unknown which often wins the day. Arians are a bundle of energy and dynamism and the Pied Piper of their people. The dawning of a new day, and all its possibilities, is pure bliss to an Arian. It's the Ram which symbolizes Aries, and that's both good and bad news. Impulsive Arians (and there are more than a few) might be tempted to ram their ideas down someone else's throat. If things get done for the greater good, that might even be okay. It's those times when an idea is force-fed by an Arian for no apparent reason that we wish this Sign's symbol were a more subdued creature. No go, since these folks are blunt and to the point. Along with those qualities comes the Arian's sheer force of being which can accomplish a great deal. Much of this drive to the finish line has to do with the Cardinal Quality assigned to Arians. Cardinal Signs love to get things going, and Arians exemplify this better than the rest.
that kind of sounds like me, eh?
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on another note....
today in english class my teacher mr. kabara was talking about allegorical stories, which is a story where there's a double meaning, like the story reflects upon something. the characters also are reflections on abstract ideas and have the names "everyman" or "death" for example. well i raised my hand and told him i had an idea for my own allegorical story and the characters names would be penis, vagina, and std. well i had a hoot and laughed and laughed and laughed.
also i went out and got me season's 1 and 2 of family guy today, my collection is complete!!
"I hate mankind, for I think myself one of the best of them, and I know how bad I am."- Anonymous
if you think about that makes a lot of sense, we as people are not only mankind we are also the destruction of it...that made me think.
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[05 Jan 2004|04:08pm] |
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today fucking blew. no way around it, it blew hard. it was ridiculous the way it was set up to suck so much. day back to school after a long break, raining, and i lost my fucking book bag.
my midterms grades i know are as follows
anatomy- 73
finance- 68
spanish- 58
religion- 75
though i seriosuly think i did good on math, english, and history...which are the mist important anyway, but boy did i fuck up so far. i think i am going to try again in school for the next two weeks and get my grades back to respectability. i made honor roll first quarter which gives me a nice pillow to fall back on.
so now i am home and i figure ill take a nap because i can't really fall sleep until 1 or 2 on most nights, but i am pretty much adapted to that sleeping pattern so it's bearable.
in closing today sucked hard but things are looking good over all and i am fairly happy with where most things are in my life.
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| last f-ing night |
[04 Jan 2004|03:59pm] |
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i went to the concert thing. julia gave me my hat i left at her house, but i was high and lost it :(. but then britney dawson found it for me and thats why she is cooler than you. after the concert i drove around with adam, jason, josh, among a large group of other people. it was ok. i also got good gum, juicy fruit strappleberry .... sooooooooo goood. i saw mellisa cooper and justin kelly at 7-11. i think justin hates me, but i do not know or care. my stomach hurts now because i'm hungry so i'm going to get fooooood.
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this is my first real update in a while...my break has been all a break is supposed to be, a lot of wasted time and getting wasted a lot of the time. some shit has changed, some shit has stayed the same...last night i had to go to dinner with my family and i mentioned how it was funny that every time i had to be around my family i find myself liking the members of it less and less. it kind of killed the whole family mood, but what can you do?
this is me waking up at 2:30
my life is such a fucking boring thing...but i love it
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[30 Dec 2003|02:07pm] |
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i still hate two faced people, but i hate feeling like an asshole more so here. (you win a-hole and you know who you are)
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[30 Dec 2003|12:46pm] |
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my life has been boring lately i have nothing much to write about. bootleg webcams suck. i have dentyne fire gum way to much. i passed drivers ed today. my new pajamas are very comfortable. i need something fun to do. i am not listening to music. i have no idea why i wrote all that it was completely random, but thats what i was thinking about at this time.
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[28 Dec 2003|12:08pm] |
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lissa's party was amazingly fun, i look retarded in most of the pictures (or asleep and in a few i look dead), i am obviously alive and well, i don't like when people are pissed off at me...only meanies are anyway so i can "throw that option out the window"
"love myself better than you, i know it's wrong but what should i do?"
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[27 Dec 2003|01:10am] |
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today was fucking cool...coolest day i've had in a long time. it started when me phil jordan and jeo went to them mall. on the way phil was going 100 mph and had to switch three lanes of trafic to make this exit to columbia. then he was going 60 and some car swerves right infront of us and like in 10 feet phil barely avoids the crash. so then, we were in sam goody and phil walks out the door with a dvd and me and jordan stall the guard so we got away with a free haggad movie, which suck...we got threw 20 minutes. worth the risk i guess? heh.
then we go to best buy so i can get a family guy dvd set, buy who wants to pay 50 dollars for that shit. so me and phil go to the bathroom and steal it like real og's..it was slick, kind of. so then tonight we went to phils and hung out and i bought two fifths....alright. now i'm home and i'm gonna watch my family guy dvds. the end.
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| late night rage release |
[22 Dec 2003|01:04am] |
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i just got home from taco bell with josh i was in a rather good mood because i stole this girls sunglasses tonight that are really fucking hot hahahaha. anyway on the way home i was like i feel good why don't i bring this to a peak so i told josh to pull over and i kicked this kids car i don't like as hard as i could and dented the door bad as shit. me and josh laughed hard because guess what? it was funny as shit bitch.
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